Har Har Mahadev — this, a song for "prasadam"... a few memories from college days.
O thou, which standeth there and lurketh,
And waiteth for the perfect moment—
When I have thee lit, and thou taketh over me,
Thou burneth, and goest straight into my head,
Casting a fog upon all desire,
Blinding me so I cannot see.
O thou, which hasteneth not,
Yet filleth me with pleasures—
A fleeting moment of delight, ever blissful.
Dost thou even know
What thou makest of me?
Thy smog, that resteth within my mind,
Bestoweth a blissful vision—
Astounding, and sinking into the heart
That seeketh not the strength
Thou so quietly stealeth from me.
Thou evil, whom I yet lust for,
Thy temptation groweth each time—
Penetrating, precipitating,
Leaving an unending thirst.
I long for thee more and more,
For thou becomest a standing staff for me.